keep on tryin'.

Every now and then, everyone can't do everything alone.

And my time's now.

For the whole day, I've been staring aimlessly at the computer screen wondering whether I should blog and also tweeting non-stop. Yet again, I have left the blog page on since 10.42pm (11th July) and I still have a blank mind. (bear with me)
I have been so caught up with problems that I fail to stop and actually enjoy every single moment of life and appreciate those fully to those who care.

Sometimes I feel like saying things, having straight and direct confrontations and just plain lashing out nasty comments at someone who I feel deserves it. Then I hold it in because of the once bitten twice shy belief. Its happened before, it ended up ugly, so I'll just take it in. (the haters will probably be thinking "its as tho she's so righteous" whateverr.) So I just take everything in and then eventually I reach a limit and then just cry.

I am such a crybaby gosh.

Goodnight.

- "we understand that were friends and it just aint working, no point in the constant fighting, so we'll be grown ups for a minute and admit were just in it."