just peachy.

I was looking thru my tumblr drafts and blogger drafts and I found the exact same post that I composed at the end of last year. I never published it, and I guess publishing it now wouldn't hurt me, or anyone. Now would it? (I can still remember when I blogged in MySpace blog back in 2007/08)



You'll know when to let up when you stop caring, stop wondering and are no longer being affected by whatever someone may do or say to you. This doesn't only apply in a relationship with the opposite sex, but to anyone. Friends, girlfriends, boyfriends, siblings, parents. Just a different form of "letting up". But its true, it works and I live by it. I guess, once the feeling is gone, I will just stop and let go of whatever that I'm doing. There isn't a feeling anymore hence, there wouldn't be a meaning to whatever I'm doing anymore. Now would there?
As for me, the feeling that tells me to give/let up is the "I Don't Give A Fuck" anymore feeling. Usually that's how we know, but different people have different perspectives/different feelings.

I've let up on a relationship once, its a rather....uneasy feeling. Your heart starts palpitating and you start wondering if you did the right day. Ice cream and good company always help. Within a few days (or if you're amongst really good company within a day) you'll get over it. But to move on and get over something, you'll have to stop thinking and "attaching strings" to it.

I mean absolutely no harm/offence directed to anyone. (So don't go around twisting my words)
Hmm...maybe I'm just thinking too much, food for thought!



P.S.: I miss 121, TCP, RBR, my best friend (BGM) and you.

Class outing tomorrow, shall psych myself up.
Goodnight vaguelythis!