the scientist

Doesn't take a rocket scientist to know.

I'm confused, I'm wondering if what I did/am doing/going to do was/is/will be right.
Maybe this is the time for me to build up on my independence in school. Well, everyone knows I can't survive alone. But still...

Yesterday was horrible, I cried till I could not cry anymore. The feeling was horrible, like how I felt 2 years ago on one happening. Looking back, everything was great. Near perfect I must say, I never hated everytime we went out, I never would get distracted because there was always an ongoing conversation. For people with different personalities and backgrounds, we boded well. Very well indeed. We broke down the walls of problems, but that stopped along the way.

No point posting all this up. You probably hate me, 'cause it seems like it is. Asking for the good ol' times back will be of utmost redundant if this just continues on. I can't read a person's mind, I'm not good and interpreting mixed signals. But this break right here is crystal, I know what I'm supposed to get out from it. I-N-D-E-P-E-D-E-N-C-E.

I won't make the same mistake by saying that I don't need you to be there just like a friend of mine did. For now, I'll just prove to myself that I can be independent and that people who belittle me will shrink. I can learn from this, its possible to learn, the only catch is: you have to be willing to accept and learn. That's the only way it works.

I go by my beliefs, that everything happens for a reason. I've said this so many times and people still think its a joke/bullshit/bunch of crap. But whatever, I've seen it so I believe in it. If you haven't, then just stfu.

:/

I don't like this post.
Goodnight.