magic dust

A lil pixie dust should do just fine.

- Hi. So I'm back from Faizul's party at Downtown East.
It was really crowded and there was sooooo many people there, many parties going on at once. I think we had the largest group, can safely say there was more than 50people at one time. Yet I had a great time with the girls (: Took tons of pictures and flooded many cameras and I neglected my Olympus for the Nikon. Caught up with SW after...a year of not seeing each other since camp. We talked, took pictures, shared some laughs. Shall meet up with SW sometime soon after Brunei. BBQ was good though I don't know why I didn't eat much. Now I'm extremely ravenous! ): I hear the others at the party are having a great time, dancing tektonik or something like that. I wish I was still at the party, at least I'll be happierhappy.





I've been trying to figure us out, where did I go wrong. Time clashes, personalities clashes, we clash. Everything hasn't been going the right way for us. This time, its just hurts. They say a healthy relationship is one with proper communication and trust. What about us? I think I can say that I've never felt as crappy as ever. I thought my other problem was bad, this is just worse. You leave me hanging, trying to figure out where I went wrong. Why can't you come clean just for once, and let me be hurt, so that when I grow/mature, I will be stronger? How will I ever be stronger like this? I love you, but it hurts too much. But really, whatever I've just typed... I say that its okay, its alright and that I'm fine.


Hopefully when I wake up, it'll be a better day.
Confirmation tomorrow, gotta look my best.
Goodnight vaguelythis.