Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Mini Hiroshima.

Its the few crazy kodak moments that we share, that we love.


So hello, today hasn't really been one of the few good days. Apart from tests and a huge bombshell that just landed on me, face flat. But as how the sayings of the wise men go, “Even if you fall on your face, you're still moving forward.” True, but it hurts. Doesn't it? Through all the crying, the tears and sadness, emerges a smile and some apologies and I love yous. We all can't say we didn't see this coming. There is any need for apology 'cause everyone of us worked hard towards our "realistic dream". Definately miss playing with you babes on court, probably for.......sometime after the zonals are over. Nonetheless, you'll have me by the sidelines, cheering the team on. :)


For the God-given friends who came up with sunshine smiles and comforting hugs, thank you so much. Words of gratitude simply will not suffice against the many hugs that were given. I am very thankful for them. If it weren't for this sport, I too, wouldn't have been made into someone stronger. Thank You, Liyi, Sorfina, Nadia, Hazirah, Azura, Huisi, Vanessa, Tahira, Kelsey, Ashley, Tesrin, Azra and Fadhilah. If I left anyone else out, thank you to you too.

But look at this on a side note, I will not be exhausted for the weeks during the zonals and I would have much more time to focus more on the school work that's given without having to complain of a tiring day. Yes, I'll definately miss playing a real game on court, with real opponents, but I just got to suck this in. If it weren't me, its somebody else. Let's just take this asw a life lesson, that we have to keep improving ourselves. Yes?
Kinda sucky feeling though, last year in Bedok South and I fucking don't get to play for Zonals. Oh well, what's life with Netball? Best keep truckin' on.


On the bright side, I have no tests tomorrow and I have completed all my homework that would be dued tomorrow, days ago.
Lastly, I know that I have friends, who love me for who I am and have got my back. (: (You all know who you are)
I love my twin L., we made a promise that shan't be broken until the season ends. (:

Goodnight and goodbye.
"So what if it hurts, so what if I break down? I still have to be happy, I still have to get on with life."

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