For what its worth.

2009's coming to a close, I'm not entirely in the mood to type dedications out.
P.S. Its not because I hate/dislike you whatsoever. I just find it.......rather cliche. I'd do it somewhat in the middle of the year.

For what this friendship's worth, this is for my girl M.











I can still remember how much I hated you a year ago. Honestly, when I found out that you were gonna be in the same class as me I went "Oh. Damn." But look how close we are now. Going through probably the most bitch fits with me, helping me through boy problem and when I cried and whenever my mum would make me feel like running away. You are always there and I could count on you, more than I could count on my own boyfriend. (That's how much you mean to me) I don't know what had happened during the camp. It was as though some spark plug went off, heating up this vibe between us. Whatever it was, I'm really sorry if it hurt you.



For what this friendship's worth, you know that I would and try my very best to suppress myself from saying mean and nasty things about you behind your back like how others would. But honestly, the teasing and "dissing" that you do at times just stings. Sure, I take it as a joke most of the time. But you know that I'm not one who let things go easily. Come on babe, its safe to say you know me best.
There's also one thing I should tell you. (I may be wrong, so please correct me) If you were mad about me, typing the previous post on 30th Dec, the one about best friends, that was not about you. Cross my heart and hope to die if the slightest bit was talking about you. This may sound rather cliche and over-dramatic, but "As you're my best friend, you know I'd never say that about you."
I wanna start 2010 on a good, pitch perfect note. I am very sorry, and I do hope you read this. Don't forget, I lesbi you (:

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Dedications have been made by others. Written with love, coming from the heart. For the next few people mentioned. Thanks alot for this great year. (In no such order)

Girlfriends Liyi, Azura, Hazirah, Raudah, Sorfina, Syahirah and Fadhilah:
Looking back in 2009 and later, you girls have helped me change my habits. You've corrected me, despite some of your comments being harsh towards me. But hey, that's life. Its NEVER fair. I have had, (and still wish to!), have the craziest of times with you babes. Some of you have known me for six years, going onto 7! Let's make the most out of what's left for the future to come. I love you girls. (:

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Nazirah: You're crazy, but I feel like I've known you since......forever. I don't treat you like you're someone who's a year younger. But someone who's the same age as me. We see eye to eye on things. I know that you're one to trust and that's a god given blessing (: I love you babe! and thank you for the sweetsweet dedication on your blog. I apologize for not making mine as sweet as yours.

Junior Girls Kelsey, Ashley, Hui Si, Marilyn:
Crazy times, and I can talk to you girls about almost anything weird, random. Netball is always awesome and a great time with you girls. You're the closest few juniors (along with Naz) that I've been. Stay that way, I love you girls no matter what crazy thing you all do. We still have this unattended outing! Okay, I don't care, we have to go out soon! Before I leave Bedok South! It seems just yesterday where we said "We have to go out some day." BUT THAT WAS MONTHS AGO! Nonetheless, I love you girls (:

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Siti Nurbuwwah, Kway Li Ting:
What more can I say. Countless of thank yous and I love yous will definately not cut it. You have definately help me curb my bitching habit, and the constant staring I do. We haven't spent that much time together this year, as compared to the last. Probably because we're older, we spend more time with our friends from school seeing as we all cone from different school and do not stay within 15minutes of each other. Let's make the coming year a good one. We shall tide through the rough seas that dawn upon us. You girls are practically my motivation for me to work harder because I probably am the "weakest" (academic-wise) between you two. Us three make up the toots. Like what Theodore from Alvin and the Chipmunks 2 said, "There are no two little pigs, there are no two musketeers, so there won't be two chipmunks performing tonight." Like them, there'll be NO two toots! I love you girls!

Faizulhizam:
Being friends with you, I can say, is utmost the craziest thing. You've really helped me, one way or another. All I can say is......what happened to us being friends? We barely talk now. You're at times crazy, the next dumb (as in behaviour), the next embarrassing and the next happy as a lark. Remember the Parent-teacher meet? Where my dad lectured me for an hour before I burst out into tears? You and Sorfina comforted me and you even bothered to stay and wait for me to finish the meeting and even sent me home. You really cared about me. I apologize for whatever I did to you.

To everyone else who sent out New Years greetings by texting/facebook:
Thank you for the greetings. I too, apologize for the wrong things I've done. Happy New Year! (:
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I'm just 10minutes away from 2010 and I wanna start it on a good note. A fresh start.
Like what a friend of mine said, "Instead of being sad/angry, be awesome instead!"

Lovelove, I'm off to flood the inboxes of friends!
Goodnight!