If only.......I held longer.

Its waaay early in the morning and my insomnia is kicking in.
Panadol won't help, remember?

I don't wanna hide away from how I feel.
Its kinda sickening just shrugging it off.
I miss your craziness and silly times.
Your kooky faces and our happy memories.

Why change?
Why let go of that and take on something new?

'cause I know you know, that deep down in me, its a whole different feeling.

I love you and miss you. Yes you, the one who I used to call you, boy.