I thought you should be reading this.

As many of you already know... I'm single.
But its something not to brag about, neither is it to be shameful about.

Having F as my boyfriend IS a blessing in disguise. (As pointed out by Raudah)
For those who know me, you should know that I sorta-had-a fall out with the girls.
I despised them and couldn't stop bitching about them.
But eventually things happened, I stopped the bitching and I gelled back with them.
Feels g-r-e-a-t.

When I got into the relationship, I was afraid that it wouldn't last long as we'd been close friends for so long and also the reason I accepted on impulse.
I was half right, half wrong, eventually I gained more feelings for him until the 2nd month.
Everything crash-gated, fights, little stupid mistakes etc etc etc...

We didn't even have a proper 3rd month.

Nonetheless, I thought myself to actually say what I want to say.
Even as you're reading this, this is not that easy as I keep on hesitating what to type.

You taught me to be myself and not require the company of people 24/7.
You've helped me in so many other ways.
My friends don't have anything against you.
And neither do I, not anymore because I do have to learn to accommodate and be tolerant.
That's probably something else I've learnt.

I'm not gone forever, neither are you.
We'll remain as special friends for a good cause.
Like I've said, its for the better (:
But if you must know, everyone has their flaws and downsides.
Including me and you.

So, I've said my piece, via text messages, face-t0-face and on the Net.
When you've read this, text me alright?

Love, Natalie.